this was woe but sure and slow: He faded, and so calm and meek, So softly worn, so sweetly weak, So tearless, yet so tender, kind, not And grieved for those he left behind; It was the carol of a bird; The sweetest song ear ever heard, A lovely bird, with azure wings, I never saw its like before, I ne'er shall see its likeness more. It seemed, like me, to want a mate, I know not if it late were free, Or broke its cage to perch on mine, But knowing well captivity, Sweet bird! I could not wish for thine! Or if it were, in wingéd guise, A visitant from Paradise: For-Heaven forgive that thought! the while A kind of change came in my fate, I know not what had made them so, And up and down, and then athwart, My brothers' graves without a sod; I saw the white-walled distant town, A small green isle, it seemed no more, The fish swam by the castle wall, XIV. It might be months, or years, or days, I kept no count, I took no note, I had no hope my eyes to raise, And clear them of their dreary mote; At last men came to set me free, I asked not why and recked not where, It was at length the same to me, Fettered or fetterless to be, I learned to love despair. And thus when they appeared at last, And all my bonds aside were cast, These heavy walls to me had grown A hermitage, and all my own! And half I felt as they were come To tear me from a second home; With spiders I had friendship made, And watched them in their sullen trade, Had seen the mice by moonlight play, And why should I feel less than they? We were all inmates of one place, And I, the monarch of each race, Had power to kill, yet, strange to tell! In quiet we had learned to dwell, My very chains and I grew friends, So much a long communion tends To make us what we are:- even I Regained my freedom with a sigh. - - BYRON LAMBRO'S RETURN. FROM "DON JUAN." LAMBRO, our sea-solicitor, who had Or that of any other strong emotion; He loved his child, and would have wept the loss of her, But knew the cause no more than a philosopher. He saw his white walls shining in the sun, His garden trees all shadowy and green ; He heard his rivulet's light bubbling run, The distant dog-bark; and perceived, between The umbrage of the wood, so cool and dun, The moving figures, and the sparkling sheen Of arms (in the East all arm),— and various dyes Of colored garbs, as bright as butterflies. And as the spot where they appear he nears, The cause being past his guessing or unriddling; Old Lambro passed unseen a private gate, At wassail in their beauty and their pride : Before them, and fair slaves on every side; Gems, gold, and silver formed the service mostly, Mother-of-pearl and coral the less costly. Haidee and Juan carpeted their feet On crimson satin, bordered with pale blue; Their sofa occupied three parts complete Of the apartment, — and appeared quite new ; The velvet cushions (for a throne more meet) Were scarlet, from whose glowing centre grew A sun embossed in gold, whose rays of tissue, Meridian-like, were seen all light to issue. Of all the dresses I select Haidee's; -- One large gold bracelet clasped each lovely arm, Announced her rank; twelve rings were on her Her hair was starred with gems; her veil's fine fold Below her breast was fastened with a band Of lavish pearls, whose worth could scarce be told; Her orange-silk full Turkish trousers furled Above the prettiest ankle in the world. Round her she made an atmosphere of life, The very air seemed lighter from her eyes, They were so soft and beautiful, and rife With all we can imagine of the skies. Too pure even for the purest human ties; They gazed upon the sunset; 't is an hour Dear unto all, but dearest to their eyes, For it had made them what they were the power Of love had first o'erwhelmed them from such skies, When happiness had been their only dower, The past still welcome as the present thought. She dreamed of being alone on the sea-shore Chained to a rock she knew not how, but stir She could not from the spot, and the loud roar Grew, and each wave rose roughly, threatening her; And o'er her upper lip they seemed to pour Until she sobbed for breath, and soon they were Foaming o'er her lone head, so fierce and high, Each broke to drown her, yet she could not die. And wet and cold and lifeless at her feet, Pale as the foam that frothed on his dead brow, Which she essayed in vain to clear, (how sweet Were once her cares, how idle seemed they now!) Lay Juan, nor could aught renew the beat Of his quenched heart; and the sea-dirges low And gazing on the dead, she thought his face More like and like to Lambro's aspect grew, With all his keen worn look and Grecian grace; And, starting, she awoke, and what to view? Opowers of heaven! what dark eye meets she there? "Tis't is her father's-fixed upon the pair! Then shrieking, she arose, and shrieking fell, With joy and sorrow, hope and fear, to sec Him whom she deemed a habitant where dwell The ocean-buried, risen from death to be Perchance the death of one she loved too well: Dear as her father had been to Haidee, It was a moment of that awful kind, Of pleasure and of pain, -even while I kiss Thy garment's hem with transport, can it be That doubt should mingle with my filial joy? Deal with me as thou wilt, but spare this boy." High and inscrutable the old man stood, Calm in his voice, and calm within his eye, – Not always signs with him of calmest mood: He looked upon her, but gave no reply ; Then turned to Juan, in whose cheek the blood Oft came and went, as there resolved to die, In arms, at least, he stood in act to spring On the first foe whom Lambro's call might bring. "Youngman, your sword"; so Lambro once more said: Juan replied, "Not while this arm is free." The old man's cheek grew pale, but not with dread, And drawing from his belt a pistol, he Replied, "Your blood be then on your own head." Then looked close at the flint, as if to see T was fresh, for he had lately used the lock, — And next proceeded quietly to cock. -- The father paused a moment, then withdrew ill;. Not I have made this desolation: few Would bear such outrage, and forbear to kill; Done thine, the present vouches for the past. But I must do my duty, - how thou hast "Let him disarm; or, by my father's head, His own shall roll before you like a ball!" He raised his whistle, as the word he said, And blew; another answered to the call, And, rushing in disorderly, though led, And armed from boot to turban, one and all, Then, with a sudden movement, he withdrew His daughter; while compressed within his clasp, "Twixt her and Juan interposed the crew; In vain she struggled in her father's grasp, The second had his check laid open; but His own well in so well, ere you could look, Until they reached some galliots, placed in line; On board of one of these, and under hatches, They stowed him, with strict orders to the watches. The last sight Haidee saw was Juan's gore, And he himself o'ermastered and cut down : His blood was running on the very floor, Where late he trod, her beautiful, her own; Thus much she viewed an instant and no more, Her struggles ceased with one convulsive groan; On her sire's arm, which until now scarce held Her, writhing, fell she, like a cedar felled. A vein had burst, and her sweet lips' pure dyes Were dabbled with the deep blood which ran o'er; And her head drooped, as when the lily lies O'ercharged with rain: her summoned handmaids bore Their lady to her couch, with gushing eyes; Of herbs and cordials they produced their store, But she defied all means they could employ, Like one life could not hold, nor death destroy. Days lay she in that state, unchanged, though chill, With nothing livid, still her lips were red; She had no pulse, but death seemed absent still ; No hideous sign proclaimed her surely dead; Corruption came not, in each mind to kill All hope; to look upon her sweet face bred She woke at length, but not as sleepers wake, Rather the dead, for life seemed something new, A strange sensation which she must partake Perforce, since whatsoever met her view Struck not her memory, though a heavy ache Lay at her heart, whose earliest beat, still true, Brought back the sense of pain without the cause, For, for a while, the furies made a pause. She looked on many a face with vacant eye, Were tried in vain by those who served; she gave Her handmaids tended, but she heeded not; Her father watched, she turned her eyes away ; She recognized no being, and no spot, However dear, or cherished in their day; They changed from room to room, but all forgot, Gentle, but without memory, she lay; At length those eyes, which they would fain be weaning Back to old thoughts, waxed full of fearful meaning. And then a slave bethought her of a harp; The harper came, and tuned his instrument; At the first notes, irregular and sharp, On him her flashing eyes a moment bent, Then to the wall she turned, as if to warp Her thoughts from sorrow, through her heart re-sent; And he began a long low island-song Anon her thin wan fingers beat the wall, In time to his old tune; he changed the theme, And sung of love; the fierce name struck through all Her recollection; on her flashed the dream Of what she was, and is, if ye could call To be so being; in a gushing stream The tears rushed forth from her o'erclouded brain, Like mountain mists at length dissolved in rain. Short solace, vain relief!-thought came too quick, And whirled her brain to madness; she arose, As one who ne'er had dwelt among the sick, And flew at all she met, as on her foes; |