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He taught me all the mercy, for he showed me So now I think my time is near; I trust it is. I know all the sin;

Now, though my lamp was lighted late, there's The blessed music went that way my soul will have to go. One will let me in.

Nor would I now be well, mother, again, if that And for myself, indeed, I care not if I go to-day; But Effie, you must comfort her when I am past away.

could be;

For my desire is but to pass to Him that died for

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I shall not dazzle or shiver,
I shall be happy anywhere,
Every breath of the morning air
Makes me throb and quiver.
Stay wherever you will,

By the mount or under the hill,
Or down by the little river:
Stay as long as you please,

Give me only a bud from the trees,
Or a blade of grass in morning dew,
Or a cloudy violet clearing to blue,
I could look on it forever.

Wheel, wheel through the sunshine,
Wheel, wheel through the shadow;
There must be odors round the pine,
There must be balm of breathing kine,
Somewhere down in the meadow.
Must I choose? Then anchor me there
Beyond the beckoning poplars, where
The larch is snooding her flowery hair
With wreaths of morning shadow.

Among the thickest hazels of the brake
Perchance some nightingale doth shake
His feathers, and the air is full of song;

In those old days when I was young and strong,
He used to sing on yonder garden tree,

Beside the nursery.

Ah, I remember how I loved to wake,

And find him singing on the self-same bough (I know it even now)

Where, since the flit of bat,

In ceaseless voice he sat,

Trying the spring night over, like a tune,

Beneath the vernal moon;

And while I listed long,

Day rose, and still he sang,

And all his stanchless song,
As something falling unaware,

Fell out of the tall trees he sang among,
Fell ringing down the ringing morn, and rang, -
Rang like a golden jewel down a golden stair.

My soul lies out like a basking hound, -
A hound that dreams and dozes;
Along my life my length I lay,
I fill to-morrow and yesterday,

I am warm with the suns that have long since set,

I am warm with the summers that are not yet,
And like one who dreams and dozes
Softly afloat on a sunny sea,
Two worlds are whispering over me,
And there blows a wind of roses

From the backward shore to the shore before,
From the shore before to the backward shore,
And like two clouds that meet and pour
Each through each, till core in core

A single self reposes,

The nevermore with the evermore Above me mingles and closes ;

As my soul lies out like the basking hound,
And wherever it lies seems happy ground,
And when, awakened by some sweet sound,
A dreamy eye uncloses,

I see a blooming world around,
And I lie amid primroses,
Years of sweet primroses,
Springs of fresh primroses,

Springs to be, and springs for me
Of distant dim primroses.

O to lie a-dream, a-dream,

To feel I may dream and to know you deem My work is done forever,

And the palpitating fever,

That gains and loses, loses and gains,

And beats the hurrying blood on the brunt of a thousand pains,

Cooled at once by that blood-let

Upon the parapet;

And all the tedious taskéd toil of the difficult long endeavor

Solved and quit by no more fine
Than these limbs of mine,

Spanned and measured once for all
By that right hand I lost,
Bought up at so light a cost
As one bloody fall

On the soldier's bed,

And three days on the ruined wall
Among the thirstless dead.

O to think my name is crost

From duty's muster-roll;

That I may slumber though the clarion call, And live the joy of an embodied soul

Free as a liberated ghost.

O to feel a life of deed

Was emptied out to feed

That fire of pain that burned so brief awhile,
That fire from which I come, as the dead come
Forth from the irreparable tomb,

Or as a martyr on his funeral pile
Heaps up the burdens other men do bear
Through years of segregated care,
And takes the total load
Upon his shoulders broad,
And steps from earth to God.

O to think, through good or ill,
Whatever I am you'll love me still;
O to think, though dull I be,
You that are so grand and free,
You that are so bright and gay,
Will pause to hear me when I will,
As though my head were gray;

And though there's little I can say,

Each will look kind with honor while he

hears.

And to your loving ears

My thoughts will halt with honorable scars,

And when my dark voice stumbles with the weight

Of what it doth relate

(Like that blind comrade, - blinded in the wars,

Who bore the one-eyed brother that was lame),
You'll remember 't is the same
That cried "Follow me,"
Upon a summer's day;

And I shall understand with unshed tears
This great reverence that I see,
And bless the day, and thee,
Lord God of victory!

And she,

Perhaps, O even she

May look as she looked when I knew her
In those old days of childish sooth,
Ere my boyhood dared to woo her.
I will not seek nor sue her,

For I'm neither fonder nor truer

Than when she slighted my lovelorn youth,
My giftless, graceless, guinealess truth,
And I only lived to rue her.
But I'll never love another,
And, in spite of her lovers and lands,
She shall love me yet, my brother !

As a child that holds by his mother,
While his mother speaks his praises,
Holds with eager hands,
And ruddy and silent stands

In the ruddy and silent daisies,
And hears her bless her boy,
And lifts a wondering joy,
So I'll not seek nor sue her,

But I'll leave my glory to woo her,
And I'll stand like a child beside,
And from behind the purple pride
I'll lift my eyes unto her,

And I shall not be denied.

And you will love her, brother dear,

And perhaps next year you 'll bring me here
All through the balmy April tide,
And she will trip like spring by my side,
And be all the birds to my ear.
And here all three we'll sit in the sun,
And see the Aprils one by one,
Primrosed Aprils on and on,
Till the floating prospect closes
In golden glimmers that rise and rise,
And perhaps are gleams of Paradise,
And perhaps too far for mortal eyes,

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THE ORPHANS.

My chaise the village inn did gain,
Just as the setting sun's last ray
Tipped with refulgent gold the vane
Of the old church across the way.

Across the way I silent sped,

The time till supper to beguile, In moralizing o'er the dead

That mouldered round the ancient pile.

There many a humble green grave showed
Where want and pain and toil did rest;
And many a flattering stone I viewed
O'er those who once had wealth possest.

A faded beech its shadow brown
Threw o'er a grave where sorrow slept,
On which, though scarce with grass o'ergrown,
Two ragged children sat and wept.

A piece of bread between them lay,

Which neither seemed inclined to take, And yet they looked so much a prey

To want, it made my heart to ache.

"My little children, let me know

Why you in such distress appear, And why you wasteful from you throw

That bread which many a one might cheer?" The little boy, in accents sweet,

Replied, while tears each other chased, "Lady! we've not enough to eat,

Ah! if we had, we should not waste.

"But Sister Mary 's naughty grown,

And will not eat, whate'er I say, Though sure I am the bread's her own, For she has tasted none to-day."

"Indeed," the wan, starved Mary said, "Till Henry eats, I'll eat no more, For yesterday I got some bread,

He's had none since the day before."

My heart did swell, my bosom heave,
I felt as though deprived of speech;
Silent I sat upon the grave,

And clasped the clay-cold hand of each.

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