'Tis he-'tis Conrad - here - as wont alone;
« On - Juan! on - and make our purpose known. The bark he views - and tell him we would greet His ear with tidings he must quickly meet:
We dare not yet approach - thou know'st his mood, When strange or uninvited steps intrude.
Him Juan sought, and told of their intent- He spake not - but a sign expressed assent. These Juan calls - they come to their salute Ile bends him slightly, but his lips are mute. These letters, Chief, are from the Greek - the spy, « Who still proclaims our spoil or peril nigh:
« Whate'er This tidings, we can well report,
Much that >>-<< Peace, peace! »-He cuts their prating short. Wondering they turn, abashed, while each to each Conjecture whispers in his muttering speech:
They watch his glance with many a stealing look, To gather how that eye the tidings took; But, this as if he guessed, with head aside, perchance from some emotion, doubt, or pride, He read the scroll- « My tablets, Juan, hark - Where is Gonsalvo?»
<< In the anchored bark. »
There let him stay - to him this order bear. « Back to your duty - for my course prepare: Myself this enterprise to-night will share. » To-night, Lord Conrad? »
«The breeze will freshen when the day is done. My corslet-cloak - one hour - and we are gone. Sling on thy bugle - see that free from rust, My carbine lock springs worthy of my trust; Be the edge sharpened of my boarding-brand, And give its guard more room to fit my hand. This let the Armourer with speed dispose ;
« Last time, it more fatigued my arm than foes: Mark that the signal-gun be duly fired,
To tell us when the hour of stay's expired.
They make obeisance, and retire in haste, Too soon to seek again the watery waste: Yet they repine not - so that Conrad guides, And who dare question aught that he decides? That man of loneliness and mystery,
Scarce seen to smile, and seldom heard to sigh; Whose name appals the fiercest of his crew, And tints each swarthy cheek with sallower hue; Still sways their souls with that commanding art That dazzles, leads, yet chills the vulgar heart. What is that spell, that thus his lawless train Confess and envy, yet oppose in vain ?
What should it be that thus their fate can bind? The power of Thought - the magic of the Mind! Linked with success, assumed and kept with skill, That moulds another's weakness to its will;
Wields with their hands, but, still to these unknown, Makes even their mightiest deeds appear his own. Such hath it been - shall be-beneath the sun The many still must labour for the one!
'Tis Nature's doom - but let the wretch who toils, Accuse not, hate not him who wears the spoils. Oh! if he knew the weight of splendid chains How light the balance of his humbler pains!
Unlike the heroes of each ancient race, Demons in act, but Gods at least in face, In Conrad's form seems little to admire, Though his dark eye-brow shades a glance of fire : Robust, but not Herculean - to the sight No giant frame sets forth his common height; Yet, in the whole, who paused to look again, Saw more than marks the crowd of vulgar men; They gaze and marvel how - and still confess, That thus it is, but why they cannot guess. Sun-burnt his cheek, his forehead high and pale The sable curls in wild profusion veil; And oft perforce his rising lip reveals
The haughtier thought it curbs, but scarce conceals. Though smooth his voice, and calm his general mien, Still seems there something he would not have seen : His features' deepening lines and varying hue At times attracted, yet perplexed the view, As if within that murkiness of mind
Worked feelings fearful, and yet undefined; Such might it be - that none could truly tell - Too close inquiry his stern glance would quell. There breathe but few whose aspect might defy The full encounter of his searching eye;
He had the skill, when Cunning's gaze would seek To probe his heart and watch his changing cheek, At once the observer's purpose to espy, And on himself roll back his scrutiny, Lest he to Conrad rather should betray
Some secret thought, than drag that chief's to day, There was a laughing Devil in his sneer, That raised emotions both of rage and fear; And where his frown of hatred darkly fell, Hope withering fled- and Mercy sighed farewell!
Slight are the outward signs of evil thought, Within - within - 'twas there the spirit wrought! Love shows all changes - Hate, Ambition, Guile, Betray no further than the bitter smile;
The lips's least curl, the lightest paleness thrown Along the governed aspect, speak alone Of deeper passions, and to judge their mien, He, who would see must be himself unseen. Then-with the hurried tread, the upward eye, The clenched hand, the pause of agony, That listens, starting, lest the step too near Approach intrusive on that mood of fear: Then-with each feature working from the heart. With feelings loosed to strengthen-not depart :. That rise-convulse-contend-that freeze, or glow, Flush in the cheek, or damp upon the brow; Then-Stranger! if thou canst, and tremblest not,
Behold his soul-the rest that soothes his lot! Mark-how that lone and blighted bosom scars The scathing thought of execrated years! Behold-but who hath seen, or e'er shall see, Man as himself-the secret spirit free?
Yet was not Conrad thus by nature sent To lead the guilty-guilt's worst instrument-
His soul was changed, before his deeds had driven Him forth to war with man and forfeit heaven. Warped by the world in Disappointment's school, In words too wise, in conduct there a fool: Too firm to yield, and far too proud to stoop, Doomed by his very virtues for a dupe, He cursed those virtues as the cause of ill, And not the traitors who betrayed him still; Nor deemed that gifts bestowed on better men Had left him joy, and means to give again. Feared-shunned-belied-ere youth had lost her force, He hated man too much to feel remorse, And thought the voice of wrath a sacred call, To pay the injuries of some on all.
He knew himself a villain-but he deemed The rest no better than the thing he seemed; And scorned the best as hypocrites who hid Those deeds the bolder spirit plainly did. He knew himself detested, but he knew
The hearts that loathed him, crouched and dreaded too. Lone, wild, and strange, he stood alike exempt From all affection and from all contempt: His name could sadden, and his acts surprise; But they that feared him dared not to despise: Man spurns the worm, but pauses ere he wake The slumbering venom of the folded snake: The first may turn-but not avenge the blow; The last expires-but leaves no living foe; Fast to the doomed offender's form it clings, And he may crush-not conquer still it stings!
None are all evil-quickening round his heart, One softer feeling would not yet depart; Oft could he sneer at others as beguiled By passions worthy of a fool or child; Yet'gainst that passion vainly still he strove, And even in him it asks the name of Love! Yes, it was love-unchangeable-unchanged, Felt but for one from whom he never ranged; Though fairest captives daily met his eye, He shunned, nor sought, but coldly passed them by ; Though many a beauty drooped in prisoned bower, None ever soothed his most unguarded hour. Yes-it was Love-if thoughts of tenderness, Tried in temptation, strengthened by distress, Unmoved by absence, firm in every clime, And yet-Oh more than all !-untired by time; Which nor defeated hope, nor baffled wile, Could render sullen were she near to smile, Nor rage could fire, nor sickness fret to vent On her one murmur of his discontent;
Which still would meet with joy, with calmness part, Lest that his look of grief should reach her heart; Which nought removed, nor menaced to remove- If there be love in mortals-this was love!
He was a villain-ay-reproaches shower On him-but not the passion, nor its power, Which only proved, all other virtues gone, Not guilt itself could quench this loveliest one!
He paused a moment-till his hastening men Passed the first winding downward to the glen. Strange tidings!-many a peril have I past, «Nor know I why this next appears the last! "Yet so my heart forebodes, but must not fear, Nor shall my followers find me falter here.
'Tis rash to meet, but surer death to wait Till here they hunt us to undoubted fate;
And, if my plan but hold, and Fortune smile,
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