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of any description. He was wrapt in his own meditations, and neither the beauty of the place nor its eeriness appealed to him. He was beginning to realize that he had come to the wrong quarter for the peace his soul desired. A few brief, wholly dispassionate words from his uncle's lips had made it quite clear to him that it was possible even for a man of his undeniable position in the world to outstay his welcome, and, being possessed of a considerable amount of pride, Montague needed no second hint to be gone.

But very curiously he found an inner influence at war with his resolution. He knew very well what had actuated the Bishop in giving him that very decided hint, and that very motive was now strangely urging him in the opposite direction.

To admit that he was attracted by that very insignificant and wholly unimportant person, the Bishop's secretary, was of course too preposterous for a man of his standing. The bare idea brought a cynical twist to his lips. But she had undeniably awakened his compassion-a matter for wonder, but not for repudiation. Insignificant she might be, but the dumb endurance of her had aroused his admiration. He wanted to stop and see fair play.

Pacing to and fro beside the dark water, he reviewed the situation. It was no business of his, of course, and perhaps he was a fool to suffer himself to take an interest in so comparatively slight a matter. It was not his way to waste time over the grievances of outsiders. But this woman-somehow this woman with her dark, tragic eyes had taken hold of his imagination. Scoff though he might, he could not thrust the thought of her out of his mind. Possibly her treatment of himself was one of the chief factors in her favour. For Montague Rotherby was accustomed to deference from those whom he regarded as social inferiors. It was true that he had taken her at a disadvantage that morning, but the very fact of his notice was generally enough to gain him a standing wherever he sought for one. be held at a distance by one so obviously beneath him was a novel sensation that half-piqued and half-amused him. And she needed a champion too, yet scorned to enlist him on her side. It was wholly against her will that she had gained his sympathy. Though perfectly courteous, she had made it abundantly clear that she had no desire to be placed under any obligation to him. And mainly for that reason he was conscious of a wish to help her.

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She'll sink if I don't," he muttered to himself, and forgot to question as to what on earth it mattered to him whether she sank or swam.

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HIS was the problem that vexed his soul as he paced up and down in the moonlight on that summer night, and as he walked the resolution grew up within him not to leave until he had had the

chance of speech with her again. She might refuse to grant it to him, might seek to avoid him. Instinct told him that she would; but he was a man to whom opposition was as a draught of wine, and it had never been his experience to be withstood for long by a woman. It would amuse him to overcome her resistance.

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So ran his thoughts, and he smiled to himself as he began to retrace his steps. In a contest such as this might prove to be, the issue was assured and could not take long of achievement; but it looked as if he might have to put a strain on the Bishop's hospitality for a few days even yet. how that reflection appealed to his cynical sense of humour. It seemed then that he was to sacrifice his pride to this odd will-o'the-wisp that had suddenly gleamed at him from the eyes of a woman in whom he really took no interest whatever-one, moreover, who would probably resent any attempt on his part to befriend her. Recalling her low words of dismissal, he decided that this attitude was far the most likely one for her to adopt, but the probability did not dismay him. A hunter of known repute, he was not easily to be diverted from his quarry, and sub-consciously he was aware of possibilities in the situation that might develop into actualities undreamed of at the commencement.

In any case he intended to satisfy himself that the possibilities no longer existed before he abandoned the quest. With no avowed end in view, he determined to follow his inclination wherever it might lead. She had given him a new sensation and—though perhaps it was not wholly a pleasant one

he desired to develop it further. To a man of his experience new sensations were

scarce.

The effect of the moonlight, filtering through the boughs of the yew and striking upon the dark water, sent a thrill of artistic pleasure through his soul. He stood still to appreciate it with all the home-coming joy of the wanderer. What a picture for an artist's brush! He possessed a certain git in that direction himself, but he had merely cultivated it as a refuge from boredom and it had never carried him very far. But to-night the romance and the beauty appealed to him with peculiar force, and he stood before it with something of reverence. Then, very softly chiming, there came the sound of the cathedral clock, followed after a solemn pause by eleven deep strokes.

He counted them mechanically till the

last one died away, then turned to retrace his steps, realizing with a shrug the lateness of the hour.

It was thus that he saw her standing in the moonlight-a slender figure, oddly girlish considering the impression she had made upon him that day, the face in profile, clearcut, with a Madonna-like purity of outline that caught his artistic sense afresh. realized in an instant that she was unaware of him, and stood motionless, watching her, afraid to move lest he should disturb her.

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She had come to the edge of the water and was gazing up the rippling pathway that the moonlight flung from the farther shore to her feet. Her stillness had that statuesque quality that he had marked before in her, and, oddly, here in the moonlight he no longer found her insignificant. It was as if in this world of silver radiance she had mysteriously come into her own, and the man's spirit stirred within him, quickening his pulses. He wanted to call to her as one

who calls to his mate.

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ERHAPS some hidden telepathy warned her of his presence, perhaps she heard the call, unuttered though it was, for even as that unaccountable thrill went through him she moved, turned with a strange deliberation, and faced him. She showed no surprise, spoke no word, her silence and her passivity surrounding her as though with a magic circle which none might cross without her leave. The mantle of her unobtrusiveness had fallen from her. She stood, superbly erect, queen-like in her pose and the unconscious dignity of her aloofness.

And Montague Rotherby was actually at a loss before her, uncertain whether to go or stay. It was a very transient feeling, banished by the swift assertion of his pride; but it had been there, and later he smiled ironically over the memory of his discomfiture. He had called to her too urgently, and she had replied with instant dismissal though no word had passed between them.

Now, with determination and a certain audacity, he ignored her dismissal and took words for his weapon. With a smile he came towards her, he crossed the magic circle, protecting himself with the shield of the commonplace.

"I thought we should meet again," he said. "Are you better?”

She thrust past his shield with something of contempt. "I certainly did not expect to meet you or anyone-here," she said. His smile became almost a laugh. Did she think him so easily repulsed ?

No?" he said, easily. "Yet we probably came-both of us-with the same intention. Tell me what happened after I left you this afternoon! I tried to find out

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'Oh, impossible! he exclaimed, gallantly; then, seeing her look, “No, seriously, Miss Thorold, I refuse to be put off like that. I've no right whatever-as you have every right to point out-but I must insist upon knowing what happened. I won't rest till I know."

She looked at him for a few seconds, her dark eyes very intent as though they searched behind every word he uttered for a hidden motive; then, abruptly, with the gesture of one who submits either from indifference or of necessity, she made brief reply.

What happened was a visit from the doctor and a solemn warning that I must take a rest as soon as his lordship can conveniently release me from my duties."

Ah!" said Montague.

He had expected it, but somehow her method of conveying the news-though he realized it to be characteristic-took him by surprise. Perhaps, remembering that he had held her in her weakness a few hours before, whilst she had wept against his arm, he had hoped for greater intimacy in the telling. As it was, he found himself actually hesitating as to how to receive it.

She certainly did not ask for sympathy, this woman of the curt speech and tired eyes. Rather she repudiated the bare notion. Yet was he conscious of a keen desire to offer it.

He stood in silence for a moment or two, bracing himself for a distinct effort.

"Does it mean very much to you?" he asked at length.

Her short laugh grated upon him. It had the sound of a wrong chord. She had smiled at him that morning, and he had felt her charm. Her laughter should have been sheer music.

Her voice had the same hard quality as she answered him. No more than it does to most people when they lose their livelihood, I should say."

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But, strangely, her words courage to pass the barrier. He spoke as

one worker to another.

What damnable luck!" he said. Perhaps they were the most sincere words he had yet spoken, and they pierced her armour. He saw her chin quiver suddenly. She turned her face from him.

"I shall worry through," she said, and her voice was brisk and business-like, wholly free from emotion. "I'm not afraid of that."

But she was afraid, and he knew it. And something within him leapt to the knowledge. He knew that he had found the weak 'joint.

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Oh, there's always a way out," he said. "I've been in some tight corners myself, and I've proved that every time." He broke off, with his eyes upon the rippling pathway of moonlight that stretched to their feet. Then, as abruptly as she herself had spoken: "Is the Bishop going to do anything to make things easier?" he asked.

She made a small choking sound and produced a laugh. Good heavens !" she said. "Do you really imagine I would let him if he would?

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She turned upon him in a flash, and he saw that her bosom was heaving.

"Do you think I would take his charity?" she said. Or anyone else's? I'd ratherfar rather-starve-as I have before!" "Good God!" said Montague.

He met the fierce fire of her eyes with a swift kindling of admiration in his own. Somehow, in that moment she was magnificent. She was like a statue of Victory in the midst of defeat. Then he saw the fire die down, and marked it with regret.

Good night," she said, abruptly. "I am going in."

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He thrust out his hand to her with a quickness of impulse he did not stop to question. Please wait a minute!" he said. "Surely you are not afraid of my offering you charity?"

He smiled as he said it-the smile of confident friendship. There were moments when Montague Rotherby, with the true gambler's spirit, staked all upon one cast. And this was one of them. But-possessing also a considerable knowledge of human nature he had small fear for the result. He knew before he put down his stake that he was dealing with a woman of too generous a temperament to make him suffer complete failure. Also, he was too old and too cynical a player to care greatly whether he won or lost. He was beginning to admit that she attracted him. But, after all, what of it? It was only boredom that lent romance to this moonlight scene. In three

days-in less he could banish it from his mind. There were other scenes awaiting his careless coming, other players also . . . higher stakes.

The thought was still running in his mind even as he felt the quick grip of her slender hand in his. He had not expected complete victory. It took him by surprise.

You are far too good," she said, and he heard the quiver of emotion that she longer sought to suppress in her voice, too understanding, to offer me that."

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He released her hand, but he stood very close to her in the shadow of the cypress tree. And now-as a friend," he said, will you tell me what you think of doing?"

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"Is the Bishop going to do anything to make things easier?" he asked. "Do you think," she replied, "I would take his charity? I'd rather starve as I have before!"

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"But must you milk cows? he questioned. "Is there nothing you can do to fill in time-till you get another secretary's job?"

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Ah! And when will that be? Secretaries' jobs are not easily come by. I have only had one other, and then my employer died and I was out of work for months. That is why I can't afford to be out of work now. I've had no time to save."

She spoke without pathos, a mere statement of fact. He liked her for it. Her simple courage combined with her businesslike expression thereof attracted. him more and more. Whatever hard blows Fate might have in store for her, he was convinced that she would endure them unflinching, would stand on her feet to the very end. It was refreshing to meet this sort of woman. With all the present-day talk of woman's independence he had seldom found her independent when hurt. He was beginning to realize wherein this woman's fascination lay. It was in the fact that whatever happened to herself she would accept responsibility. Whatever her losses might be, she would borrow no man's counters. She was answerable to none, and she held herself strong enough to hold her own.

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"Can you ? she said." But how?"

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He was aware of a momentary embarrassment, and showed it. It's entirely a business proposition. I am just home from Africa. I am going to write a book on travel and sport. I've got my notes, heaps of 'em. It's just a matter of sorting and arranging in a fairly digestible form. I shall wart a secretary, and I have an idea we could arrive at an arrangement not injurious to either of us. You can help me if you will -if you care to—and I should think myself lucky to get anyone so efficient."

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How do you know I am efficient? asked, in her straight, direct way.

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He laughed a little. "Oh, that! Well, mainly by the way you headed me off this morning when I showed a disposition to interrupt the progress of your work."

"I see." She spoke quietly, without elation. His suggestion seemed to excite no surprise in her, and he wondered a little while he waited for more. Do you want me to decide at once?" she asked.

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Don't you want to?" he countered. You have no one-apparently-to consult but yourself."

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That is true. But "--she spoke gravely"it takes a little while to consult even oneself sometimes. What if I took up work with you and found I did not like it?"

You would be under no obligation to stop," he said, aware of a sudden, inexplicable desire to overcome her objections. "And you would be no worse off than you are at present. But I flatter myself you would like it. I think the work would interest you. I am convinced at least that it would not bore you."

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That consideration would not influence me one way or the other," she said. "There are always drawbacks of some description to every walk of life, and boredomwell, boredom is by no means the worst of them."

"There I disagree with you," said Rotherby, boldly. "If you can honestly say that, then you have never really lived."

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That is quite true,' said Frances. 'I never have."

He gave her a sudden hard look. "Don't you want to?" he said.

She uttered her faint laugh, avoiding his eyes. "I don't-specially-want to starve," she said. "But-I assure you I would rather do that than fail to earn my keep."

"I fully realize that," he said. "Will you give me a trial, then, or let me give you one? I don't know how you put these things, but it means the same thing, I believe."

Oh, no!" said Frances. "It means something very different. And neither you

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