HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. And win me for Thy grateful guest VII. "Thou, Lord, art good, and ready to forgive; and plenteous in mercy unto all them that call upon Thee." -PSALM LXXxvi. 5. My Saviour, whose infinite grace Most kindly encompasses me, Thy meekness and mercy exalt; Even now, while my praises arise, A spirit Thou wilt not despise, For, oh! it is mourning with Thine. My joy is in light from above, The light which Thy kindness displays; My grief is for lack of the love That would tune my whole life to Thy praise. My faithful Redeemer, forgive The sin it has grieved Thee to see, In the Spirit that glorifies Thee. And give me, if still I must mourn, VIII. A NEW-YEAR'S MORNING SONG. "He hath put a new song in my mouth, even thanksgiving unto our God."-PSALM xl. 3. THANKSGIVING and the voice of melody, Thou faithful, tender Shepherd of the sheep; Thou knowest where to find and how to keep The feeble feet that tremble where they stray: O'er the dark mountains, through the whelming deep, Thy everlasting mercy makes its way. The past is not so dark as once it seemed, For there Thy footprints now distinct I see; And seed in weakness sown, from death redeemed, Is springing up, and bearing fruit in Thee. Not all that hath been, Lord, henceforth shall be ; A low, sweet, cheering strain is in mine ear: Thanksgiving and the voice of melody Are leading in, from Heaven, a blest new year. With voice subdued my listening spirit sings, The shadow of the past on future days 641 Will make them clear to my instructed sight; For the heart's knowledge of Thy sacred ways, Even in its deepest, darkest shades, is light. I am not stronger, yet I do not fear And all my failures bid me lean on Thee. Thanksgiving and the voice of melody! Oh, to my tranquil heart how sweet the strain! Father of mercies, it arose in Thee, And to Thy bosom it returns again. That serves to keep Thy faithful children there. Thoughts of Thy love-and oh, how great the sum! Enduring grief, obtaining bliss for me The world, life, death, things present, things to come, All swell the new-year's opening melody. Past, present, future, all things worship Thee; And I, through all, with trembling joy behold, While mountains fall, and treacherous visions flee, Thy wandering sheep returning to the fold. IX. "Thou hast turned for me my mourning into danoing: Thou hast put off my sackcloth and girded me with gladness; to the end that my glory may sing praise to Thee, and not be silent. O Lord my God, I will give thanks unto Thee for ever."-PSALM XXX. 11, 12. STRENGTH of the still secluded thought, In praise poured out, in love expressed; Now will I bless Thee, with a voice That shall not break this sacred rest. Once, moved by every mortal pain, Of hidden life that might not last. Now, from a well that will not fail, In Thee my deep rejoicing springs; Now, from Thy rest within the veil, My spirit looks on passing things. Once, with Thy tired ones homeward bent, To greet them with a silent love; Perhaps the heavenward look in store, Might help those needy spirits more Than hope set forth, or joy expressed. But I was changed, I knew not how, By the same love that chose their ways; I might be just as weary now, And yet rejoice to hear Thy praise. Now would I cheer the faint in heart That bids me hide Thy strength in me. Some, in their sorrow, may not know How near their feet those waters glideHow peaceful fruits for healing grow, And flowers for beauty by their side. But, O my Saviour, I can see For them, what once for me was seen; I know, whate'er their sufferings be, The tender mercy which they mean. I do not watch, with anxious care, To see the end of their distress; Thou knowest what the heart must bearThe human heart which Thou wilt bless. And in their daily deepening need Of heavenly love, for strength or rest, They are already blest indeedYea, and much more they shall be blest. Wrapt in the spirit of Thy praise, As from Gerizim's height, I see Oh, wondrous love, so strong to smite- Thy love that smote me, ere I rose. How could I look for lengthened rest, The perfect heart which Thou wilt own?The heart, that, guilty of Thy woes, Looks only upon Thee to mourn, And feels the cross Thy love bestows, A burden easy to be borne. And yet that pause was not in vainIt was a blessing meet to give Strength, for the labor and the pain, Whereby alone my soul might live. How gently thence Thy mighty hand My lingering spirit onward bare! How precious, in a barren land, The footsteps of Thy people were! There many hearts that knew Thy ways That song the desert path could bless ; And dearer in my deepest thought, The love that met me in distress. Now that Thy mercies on my head But as Thou wilt, for evermore. Henceforth, whate'er my heart's desire, Fulfil in me Thy own design; I need the fountain and the fire- Now that my sense of rest in Thee Rules over every rising fear, Pain, pleasure, all I feel and see, Thy counsels to my soul endear. Now can my girded heart rejoice, In praise poured out, in love expressed; Now may I bless Thee, with a voice That shall not break this sacred rest. X. "The Lord is my portion, saith my soul; therefore will I hope in Ilim."-LAMENTATIONS iii. 24. My heart is resting, O my God! I thirst for springs of heavenly life, I seek the treasure of Thy love, I have not tasted yet! Glory to Thee for strength withheld, And the fear that sends me to Thy breast I have a heritage of joy That yet I must not see; But the hand that bled to make it mine, Is keeping it for me. There is a certainty of love That sets my heart at rest- That to be poor is best- Who hath made all things mine, That draws my captive will to Him, And makes it one with Thine. I will give thanks for suffering now, For want and toil and loss HYMNS AND MEDITATIONS. For the death that sin makes hard and slow, Sometimes I long for promised bliss, But it will not come too late; A kneeling host of Thy redeemed Take from me anything Thou wilt, On Thy compassion I repose, While many sympathizing hearts Thy love has many a lighted path And my heart sees Thee in the deep, 643 And communes with Thee, 'mid the storm, As in a secret place. O Comforter of God's redeemed, Whom the world does not see, What hand should pluck me from the flood Who would not suffer pain like mine, When I am feeble as a child, And flesh and heart give way, Then on Thy everlasting strength, With passive trust I stay. And the rough wind becomes a song, The darkness shines like day. Oh, blessed are the eyes that see, Though silent anguish show, The love that in their hours of sleep. Unthanked may come and go; And blessed are the ears that hear Though kept awake by woe. Happy are they that learn, in Thee, Though patient suffering teach, The secret of enduring strength, And praise too deep for speechPeace that no pressure from without, No strife within, can reach. There is no death for me to fear, For Christ, my Lord, hath died; There is no curse in this my pain, For He was crucified. And it is fellowship with Him That keeps me near His side. My heart is fixed, O God, my strength! I will be joyful in Thy love, No suffering, while it lasts, is joy, Yet may the chastened child be glad His Father's face to see; And oh, it is not hard to bear What must be borne in Thee. It is not hard to bear by faith, For Thy rejoicing made. Well may the heart in patience rest, That none can make afraid. Safe in Thy sanctifying grace, Borne onward-sin and death behind, And praise Thee more and more! Deep unto deep may call, but I And let the storm that speeds me home, XII. A RESURRECTION HYMN. "The Lord is risen." DEAR Saviour of a dying world, Where grief and change must be, In the new grave where Thou wast laid, Or weariness of pain, But from a hope that shall not die, I would arise in all Thy strength For all my future way- Ah, such a day as Thou shalt own When suns have ceased to shineA day of burdens borne by Thee, And work that all was Thine. Speed Thy bright rising in my heartThy righteous kingdom speedTill my whole life in concord say, "The Lord is risen indeed." Oh, for an impulse from Thy love Which Thou hast brought to light. I long to see the hallowed earth And then-there shall be yet an endAn end now full to bless! How dear to those who watch for Thee Then shall the saying come to pass Yes, they shall meet, and face to face For this corruptible must rise From its corruption free, And this frail mortal must put on Shine then, Thou Resurrection LightUpon our sorrows shine! The fulness of Thy joy be ours, As all our griefs were Thine. XIII. "Sing, O heavens; and be joyful, O earth: for the Lord hath comforted His people."—ISAIAH xlix. 13. A LIVING, loving, lasting word, While bending down in prayer; Then joyful thoughts that come and go, I lifted up my eyes to see- 'Its thorns were bright with bloom; And onward travellers still in sight Marked out a path of shining light, And shade unmixed with gloom. Oh, sweet the strains of those before: DORA GREEN WELL. DORA GREENWELL was born in England about 1830. Her first publication was "Christina, and other Poems," 1848. Her subsequent poetical publications are, "Stories that Might be True," 1851; a collected edition of her poems, 1867; and "Carmina Crucis," 1869. In prose she has published "The Power of Faith Exemplified in | Life," 1849; "Two Friends," 1862; "The Patience of Hope," 1863; "A Present Heaven," 1863; and "Essays," 1866. Most of her works have been republished in the United States, "The Patience of Hope" with an introduction by John G. Whittier, who first called attention to the beauty of some of her sonnets. REPENTANCE. I did what I thought to be the best, and I said just what came to my mind; If the Lord were to send down blessings from I was n't so honest that I could boast, and I'm heaven as thick and fast as the fall Of the drops of rain or the flakes of snow, I'd love Him and thank Him for all; But the gift that I'd crave and the gift that I'd keep, if I'd only one to choose, Is the gift of a broken and contrite heart-and that He will not refuse. For what is my wish and what is my hope, when I've toiled and prayed and striven, All the days that I live upon earth? It is this -to be forgiven. And what is my wish and what is my hope, but to end where I begin, With an eye that looks to my Saviour and a heart that mourns for its sin! Well, perhaps you think I'm going to say I'm the chief of sinners; and then You'll tell me, as far as you can see, I'm no worse than other men. I've little to do with better or worse-I haven't to judge the rest; If other men are no better than I, they are bad enough at the best. I've nothing to do with other folks; it is n't for me to say What sort of men the Scribes might be, or the Pharisees in their day; But we know that it was n't for such as they that the kingdom of heaven was meant; And we 're told we shall likewise perish, unless we do repent. And what have I done, perhaps you 'll say, that I should fret and grieve? I did n't wrangle, nor curse, nor swear; I did n't lie nor thieve; I'm clear of cheating and drinking and debt. For there's many a thing I could wish undone, though the law might not be broken; And there's many a word, now I come to think, that I could wish unspoken. sure that I was n't kind. We'll come to the things that I might have done, and then there 'll be more to say: We'll ask for the broken hearts I healed, and the tears that I wiped away. I thought for myself and I wrought for myselffor myself, and none beside: Just as if Jesus had never lived, as it He had never died. But since my Lord has looked on me, and since He has bid me look Once on my heart and once on my life and once on His blessed Book, And once on the cross where He died for me, He If I'd have Him to be my Saviour and keep Him has taught me that I must mend, to be my Friend. Since He's taken this long account of mine and has crossed it through and through, Though He's left me nothing at all to pay, He has given me enough to do; He has taught me things that I never knew, with all my worry and care Things that have brought me down to my knees, and things that will keep me there. He has shown me the law that works in Him and the law that works in meLife He has made me weary of self and of pelf; yes, my Saviour has bid me grieve For the days and years when I did n't pray, unto life and death unto death-and has asked how these agree; when I did n't love nor believe. Since He's taken this cold, dark heart of mine, and has pierced it through and through, He has made me mourn both for things I did, and for things that I did n't do: And what is my wish and what is my thought, but to end where I begin, With an eye that looks to my Saviour, and a heart that mourns for its sin! |