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Whereupon she incites her hus- The deed is done by Guthorm, a

band, Gunarr, to murder Sigurdh.

brother of Gunarr (ib. 21):—

Easy it was to rouse the warrior,
In Sigurdh's heart | stood Guthorm's sword.

The grief of Sigurdh's wife is
described in the first song of
Gudhrun. We shall close with the
following nearly literal version of
the first twenty stanzas of this
poem, one of which will no doubt
remind the reader of a passage in
the Laureate's song, 'Home they
brought her warrior dead :'—

1. Gudhrun of yore
Longed to die,

When she sat mournful
O'er Sigurdh's corpse.
She raised no wailing,
Nor wrung her hands,
Nor did she sob,
Like other women.

2. Forth came the thanes

Wise and wary,

And, strove to win her
From her despair.
In vain, for Gudhrun
Could not weep.
Such was her sorrow,
She yearned to die.
3. There were the noble

Wives of warriors,
Bedecked with gold,
Seated near Gudhrun,
And each of them
Told her sorrow,
What bitterest grief
She had endured.

4. Then said Giaflaug,
Giuki's sister,
'I know I am
The saddest on earth.
I dreed the deaths
Of husbands five,
Of daughters twain,

Of sisters three,

Of brothers eight-
I live alone.'

5. In vain, for Gudhrun
Could not weep,
Such was her sorrow
For her dead hero,
Her hard despair
At her lord's corpse.
6. Then said Herborg,
The queen of Hunland,
'I have to tell
Harder grief;

My seven sons,
In southern land,
With them my husband
Fell on the warfield.

7. My father and mother,
My brothers four,
The wind beset them
On the billows;
The strong seas broke
The planks asunder.

8. 'Myself I washed them,
Myself I dressed them,
With mine own hands
To Helt I sent them.
All this I suffered
In one half-year,
And no one ever
Comforted me.

9. 'It so befell

That I was taken

In warfare then

That self-same summer :

I had to dress

A noble's wife,
To tie her shoes
Every morning.

10. She made me fear
Through jealousy,
And struck me hard
With cruel blows.
I never found

A better master,

But never yet

A housewife worse.'

* Giuki was the father of Gudhrun.

The goddess reigning over the dead: English, hell.

VOL. LXIV. NO. CCCLXXX.

11. In vain, for Gudhrun
Could not weep,
Such was her sorrow
For her dead hero,
Her hard despair
At her lord's corpse.
12. Then said Gullrönd,
Giuki's daughter,
'Foster-sister,
Thou little knowest,
Though wise thou art,
How to speak comfort
To a young woman.'
She would have bared
The hero's corpse.
13. She swept the linen
Away from Sigurdh,
And laid his cheek
On his wife's knees.
'Look on thy dearest,
Put lips on lips,

As once thou claspedst
Thy lord unslain.'

14. A glance gave Gudhrun
One single time;
She saw his hair
Matted with gore.
The hero's bright eyes
Lack their lustre,
His kingly heart
Pierced by the sword.

15. Then on her bed

Sunk Gudhrun backwards,
Her hair was loosened,
Her cheek grew red,
A drop of rain

Fell on her knee.

16. Then Gudhrun wept,
Giuki's daughter,

So that tearstreams
Flowed to the ground,

And from the courtyard

There shrieked with her
The geese-the fine birds
She used to feed.

17. Then said Gullrönd,
Giuki's daughter,
'I know you two
Loved each other
As no one else
Besides on earth;
And joy thou knewest
At home, abroad,
Sister mine,
With Sigurdh only.'

18. Then said Gudhrun,
Giuki's daughter,
'My Sigurdh was,
With Giuki's sons,
Like a lofty leek
From grass upgrowing,
Or a bright stone
On lace drawn,
The priceless gem
Of noble heroes.

19. 'And I too seemed
To my lord's warriors
A princess nobler
Than Odin's shieldmaids.
Now I am worthless

As fallen leaves

In autumn-time,

For he is dead.

20. 'I miss at board,
I miss in bed,
My bosom-friend,
Thro' Giuki's sons,
Thro' Giuki's sons
Is my undoing :

They made their sister
Sorely weep.'

CARL LOTTNER.

*The female genii immediately attending on Odin, the god of war, and executing

his errands on earth.

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A DISCOURSE OF IMMATURITY;
OR, CONCERNING VEAL.

THE
HE man who, in his progress

through life, has listened with attention to the conversation of human beings; who has carefully read the writings of the best English authors; who has made himself well acquainted with the history and usages of his native land; and who has meditated much on all he has seen and read; must have been led to the firm conviction that by VEAL, those who speak the English language intend to denote the flesh of calves; and that by a calf is intended an immature ox or cow. A calf is a creature in a temporary and progressive stage of its being. It will not always be a calf; if it live long enough, it will assuredly cease to be a calf. And if impatient man, arresting the creature at that stage, should consign it to the hands of him whose business it is to convert the sentient animal into the impassive and unconscious meat, the nutriment which the creature will afford will be nothing more than immature beef. There may be many qualities of Veal; the calf which yields it may die at very different stages in its physical and moral development; but provided only it die as a calf-provided only that its meat can fitly be styled Veal-this will be characteristic of it, that the meat shall be immature meat. It may be very good, very nutritious and palatable; some people may like it better than beef, and may feed upon it with the liveliest satisfaction; but when it is fairly and deliberately put to us, it must be admitted even by such as like Veal the best, that Veal is but an immature production of nature. I take Veal, therefore, as the emblem of IMMATURITY; of that which is now in a stage out of which it must grow; of that which, as time goes on, will grow older, will probably grow better, will certainly grow very different. That is what I mean by Veal.

And now, my reader and friend, you will discern the subject about which I trust we are to have

some pleasant and not unprofitable thought together. You will readily believe that my subject is not that material Veal which may be beheld and purchased in the butchers' shops. I am not now to treat of its varied qualities, of the sustenance which it yields, of the price at which it may be procured, or of the laws according to which that price rises and falls. I am not going to take you to the green fields in which the creature which yielded the veal was fed, or to discourse of the blossoming hawthorn hedges from whose midst it was reft away. Neither shall I speak of the rustic life, the toils, cares, and fancies of the farm-house near which it spent its brief lifetime. The Veal of which I intend to speak is Moral Veal, or (to speak with entire accuracy), Veal Intellectual, Moral, and Esthetical. By Veal I understand the immature productions of the human mind; immature compositions, immature opinions, feelings, and tastes. I wish to think of the work, the views, the fancies, the emotions, which are yielded by the human soul in its immature stages; while the calf (so to speak) is only growing into the ox; while the clever boy, with his absurd opinions and feverish feelings and fancies, is developing into the mature and sober-minded man. And if I could but rightly set out the thoughts which have at many different times occurred to me on this matter, if one could catch and fix the vague glimpses and passing intuitions of solid unchanging truth, if the subject on which one has thought long and felt deeply were always that on which one could write best, and could bring out to the sympathy of others what a man himself has felt, what an excellent essay this would be! But it will not be so; for as I try to grasp the thoughts I would set out, they melt away and elude me. It is like trying to catch and keep the rainbow hues you have seen the sunshine cast upon the spray of a waterfall, when you try

to catch the tone, the thoughts, the feelings, the atmosphere of early youth.

There can be no question at all as to the fact, that clever young men and women, when their minds begin to open, when they begin to think for themselves, do pass through a stage of mental development which they by-and-bye quite outgrow; and entertain opinions and beliefs, and feel emotions, on which afterwards they look back with no sympathy or approval. This is a fact as certain as that a calf grows into an ox, or that veal, if spared to grow, will become beef. But no analogy between the material and the moral must be pushed too far. There are points of difference between material and moral Veal.

A calf knows it is a calf. It may think itself bigger and wiser than an ox, but it knows it is not an ox. And if it be a reasonable calf, modest, and free from prejudice, it is well aware that the joints it will yield after its demise, will be very different from those of the stately and well-consolidated ox which ruminates in the rich pasture near it. But the human boy often thinks he is a man, and even more than a man. He fancies that his mental stature is as big and as solid as it will ever become. He fancies that his mental productions -the poems and essays he writes, the political and social views he forms, the moods of feeling with which he regards things are just what they may always be, just what they ought always to be. If spared in this world, and if he be one of those whom years make wiser, the day comes when he looks back with amazement and shame on those early mental productions. He discerns now how immature, absurd, and extravagant they were; in brief, how vealy. But at the time, he had not the least idea that they were so. He had entire confidence in himself; not a misgiving as to his own ability and wisdom. You, clever young student of eighteen years old, when you wrote your prize essay, fancied that in thought and style it was very like

Macaulay; and not Macaulay in that stage of vealy brilliancy in which he wrote his essay on Milton, not Macaulay the fairest and most promising of calves, but Macaulay the stateliest and most beautiful of oxen. Well, read over your essay now at thirty, and tell us what you think of it. And you, clever, warm-hearted, enthusiastic young preacher of twenty-four, wrote your sermon; it was very ingenious, very brilliant in style, and you never thought but that it would be felt by mature-minded Christian people as suiting their case, as true to their inmost experience. You could not see why you might not preach as well as a man of forty. And if people in middle age had complained that, eloquent as your preaching was, they found it suited them better and profited them more to listen to the plainer instructions of some good man with gray hair, you would not have understood their feeling; and you might perhaps have attributed it to many motives rather than the true one. But now, at five-and-thirty, find out the yellow manuscript, and read it carefully over; and I will venture to say, that if you were a really clever and eloquent young man, writing in an ambitious and rhetorical style, and prompted to do so by the spontaneous fervour of your heart and readiness of your imagination, you will feel now little sympathy even with the literary style of that early composition; you will see extravagance and bombast, where once you saw only eloquence and graphic power. And as for the graver and more important matter of the thought of the discourse, I think you will be aware of a certain undefinable shallowness and crudity. Your growing experience has borne you beyond it. Somehow you feel it does not come home to you, and suit you as you would wish it should. It will not do. That old sermon you cannot preach now, till you have entirely re-cast and re-written it. But you had no such notion when you wrote the sermon. You were satisfied with it. You thought it even better than the discourses of men as clever

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as yourself, and ten or fifteen years older. Your case was as though the youthful calf should walk beside the sturdy ox, and think itself rather bigger.

Let no clever young reader fancy from what has been said, that I am about to make an onslaught upon clever young men. I remember too distinctly how bitter and indeed ferocious I used to feel, about eleven or twelve years ago, when I have heard men of more than middle age and less than middling ability speak with contemptuous depreciation of the productions and doings of men considerably their juniors, and vastly their superiors; describing them as boys, and as clever lads, with looks of dark malignity. There are few more disgusting sights, than the envy and jealousy of their juniors, which may be seen in various malicious, commonplace old men; as there is hardly a more beautiful and pleasing sight than the old man hailing, and counselling, and encouraging the youthful genius which he knows far surpasses his own. And I, my young friend of two-and-twenty, who, relatively to you, may be regarded as old, am going to assume no preposterous airs of superiority. I do not claim to be a bit wiser than you; all I claim is to be older. I have outgrown your stage; but I was once such as you, and all my sympathies are with you yet. But it is a difficulty in the way of the essayist, and, indeed, of all who set out opinions which they wish to be received and acted on by their fellow-creatures, that they seem, by the very act of offering advice to others, to claim to be wiser and better than those whom they advise. But in reality it is not so. opinions of the essayist or of the preacher, if deserving of notice at all, are so because of their inherent truth, and not because he expresses them. Estimate them for yourself, and give them the weight which you think their due. And be sure of this, that the writer, if earnest and sincere, addressed all he said to himself as much as to any one else. This is the thing which

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redeems all didactic writing or speaking from the charge of offensive assumption and self-assertion. It is not for the preacher, whether of moral or religious truth, to address his fellows as outside sinners, worse than himself, and needing to be reminded of that of which he does not need to be reminded. No, the earnest preacher preaches to himself as much as to any in the congregation; it is from the picture ever before him in his own weak and wayward heart, that he learns to reach and describe the hearts of others, if, indeed, he do so at all. And it is the same with lesser things.

It is curious and it is instructive to remark how heartily men, as they grow towards middle age, despise themselves as they were a few years since. It is a bitter thing for a man to confess that he is a fool; but it costs little effort to declare that he was a fool, a good while ago. Indeed, a tacit compliment to his present self is involved in the latter confession; it suggests the reflection what progress he has made, and how vastly he has improved, since then. When a man informs us that he was a very silly fellow in the year 1851, it is assumed that he is not a very silly fellow in the year 1861. It is as when the merchant with ten thousand a year, sitting at his sumptuous table, and sipping his '41 claret, tells you how, when he came as a raw lad from the country, he used often to have to go without his dinner. He knows that the plate, the wine, the massively elegant apartment, the silent servants so alert yet so impassive, will appear to join in chorus with the obvious suggestion, 'You see he has not to go without his dinner now!' Did you ever, when twenty years old, look back at the diary you kept when you were sixteen; or when twenty-five at the diary you kept when twenty; or at thirty, at the diary you kept when twentyfive? Was not your feeling a singular mixture of humiliation and self-complacency? What extravagant, silly stuff it seemed that you

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