Thought wanders up and down, furpriz'd, aghast, And wond'ring at her own: How Reafon reels? O what a Miracle to man is Man, Triumphantly diftrefs'd? what Joy, what Dread? Alternately tranfported and alarm'd! What can preferve my Life? or what destroy? An Angel's arm can't fnatch me from the Grave; Legions of Angels can't confine me There. 'Tis past Conjecture; all things rise in proof: While o'er my limbs Sleep's foft dominion spread, What, tho' my Soul phantaftic Measures trod, O'er Fairy Fields; or mourn'd along the gloom Of pathlefs Woods: or down the craggy Steep Hurl'd headlong, fwam with pain the mantled Pool; Or fcal'd the Cliff; or danc'd on hollow Winds, With antic Shapes, wild Natives of the Brain ? Her ceaseless Flight, tho' devious, speaks her Nature Of fubtler Effence thar the trodden Clod; Active, Active, aërial, tow'ring, unconfin'd, Unfetter'd with her grofs Companion's fall: Ev'n filent Night proclaims my Soul immortal : Why then their Lofs deplore, that are not lost? Why wanders wretched Thought their tombs around, In infidel Diftrefs? Are Angels there? Slumbers, rak'd up in duft, Etherial fire? They live! they greatly live a life on earth On me, more juftly number'd with the Dead; How populous? how vital, is the Grave? The Vale funereal, the fad Cypress gloom; The land of Apparitions, empty Shades: All, all on earth is Shadow, all beyond This is the bud of Being, the dim Dawn, The twilight of our Day, the Vestibule, Yet Yet man, fool man! here burys all his Thoughts; Inters celeftial Hopes without one Sigh: Prisoner of Earth, and pent beneath the Moon, On life's fair Tree, faft by the throne of God: Refembles Ocean into Tempeft wrought, To waft a Feather, or to drown a Fly. Where falls this Cenfure? It o'erwhelms myself. How was my Heart encrufted by the World? O how felf-fetter'd was my groveling Soul? How, like a Worm, was I wrapt round and round In filken thought, which reptile Fancy spun, Till darken'd Reafon lay quite clouded o'er With foft conceit of endless Comfort here, Nor yet put forth her Wings to reach the skies? Night-visions may befriend, (as fung above) |